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Optimism [11.12.07]
Slowly and surely it's all coming together.

Now a boy is long overdue.

... [10.22.07]
I don't know what to do anymore. I wish I could cry, but my body is seemingly incapable of tears. Words cannot embody how frustrating it is.

I'm torn. I'm so deranged.

Help =[

Um. [10.07.07]
I guess I lied in my last entry.

Of corset. [09.23.07]
I have a predisposition that I'm going to stay up really late tonight. This could be partially due to the fact that I decided to go running at 9:30pm and now my body is entirely awake, though a bit fatigued.

Sunday nights always leave me feeling giddy. I wish that I knew right now everything this week is going to bring to me. But, what would the fun in that be? Perhaps this week will be tremendously life-altering and will be remembered by me until the day I day. Or, maybe absolutely nothing of significance will happen and I will forget about the week entirely within a month or two. I'm crossing my fingers for the first option. I've been getting a bit bored lately.

There is this boy that I want to talk to so badly (see poem in previous entry). I can't muster up enough nerve to break the ice, though. I've never spoken to him before, but every time I see him I have such a tremendous urge to get to know him better. I think we'd get along in more ways than one. I wish I wasn't such a coward.

I also wish that I could be more determined to reach a certain goal that I've been after for quite some time now. I keep messing it up.

I think I'm going to start writing in here often. I need an outlet.

Significant [09.21.07]
Far away is who you are
A stranger in every sense

Infatuated is who I am
A fly on the wall

[ mood | groggy ]

Sup kids?

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